i frequent question myself what future holds for me and the reason why i'm born the way i am at this location.

i wonder too what is in my previous life [i believe in this] and were there someone i had loved a lot.

i mean it's interesting to think about the stuff which you didn't know and fascinate in it a little xD


cousin wedding coming soon... i don't really look forward to it... because we're force to go... in a way anyway... threaten saying 'next time your daughter get married none of us will attend if not all is present'... i'm like wtf~ why people have to be so forceful in this kind of shit heh...