I was really worried when my sister didnt come home way pass midnight today. I called her several time and she never did answer. Then negative thought started to strike. I started crying out rivers and prayed hard. Please let my sister be fine. Please come home. I was so worried that i'll never see her again. I told myself not to be angry if she would just be alright. But when she finally sms back to mum, i was so angry and i cant help it. but deep down i'm glad she is fine. i'd always thought i hated her but thinking back i love my sister. She did a lot  for me since young as i'm not very independent more of a kid even now. sigh! case close...