seriously, i am in a foul mood today

I realized that the appeal for poly was over long ago

And partly it is my fault for beliving in what the rp staff told me

yet i am trying my luck tomorrow

I am heading to rp to try and appeal for a course

I seriously hate my life at the moment

As i felt what is the point in me getting an A2 for math and B3 for science

When i can't get any where just because my english is E8

Many of my frenz had lousy grade for this 2 so called important subject yet had a place in poly

Just not for me as i failed my english

I blame myself for not ever being good in my languages

As i could not even speak and deliver my thought well

I hate this, i really do

But nothing i said and wish seems to matter now as all is done and set there is no return or rewind in real life

All i could to do is face my fate