i've a sudden thought of death. Not the the thought of suicide but rather on what and how it feel like when you are near death. I've read an article before and it says that fearing of death is completely normal and nothing insane about it. It's rather awkward that some of us are fighting and struggling for survival while some choose suicide in wanting to end their life. contradicting, I must say so myself. But, if we were to think of what those people had gone through and what are the circumstances that each individual faced, as in putting yourself in others people shoes, you wouldn't find humans contradict that contradicting anymore.