some time i just wonder

should i just let go

when thing really got stressful

or should i hold on to it till the end

i really do not know

i tried my best to be as near perfect as i can be

but it just not working out

i find that there tons of stuff pulling me down

and saffocating me

well today early in the morning i went to school for chemistry extra lesson

though i am not in the list but i think it would not hurt if i go [going for tomorro lesson as well]

as i can learn new stuff anyway [should not be new but i forgoten X-x]

i do not know if i should tell on how i feel rather than keeping to myself

as i just find i am upset about it and not saying it out at all

but yet i have to pretend nothing had happen and all

[being a masked person sometime just make life harder]