I held my tears back till this morning

where i could no longer hold them back

tears start to roll down my cheek

i thought i would not cry over this but i did

i could not concentrate on what i had plan to do

i even had nightmare last night

everything seem meaningless all of a sudden

i am trying to numb myself with work

Work: mapping, studying and others

i think we both need a short time out

as being together often many thing seems to come easy and we demand more from each other

i am not going to say more about this

i just not hoping on in game, pwo xat not even msn

haix i used to open msn and wait for him to get online or say hi [which mean he finaly is free]

but for now i am far too lost to know what to do