2day i realy write alot s i m freakin out

i tink dat i m gona sux at dis EOY exam

i realy don feelz like studyin dis yr

i dono i should b happy or sad dat my frenz r catchin up on me

i realy dono....

i feelz realy lost n not sure right now...

wat should i do....?

well look at d bright side...

if i were 2fail n retain

i don haf 2c dos s hole jerk in class any more

i m realy tired...

5yrs in sch yet i still haf 1 more yr 2go

i regreted A little 4choosing dis path 2NA

@ 1st i thought dat my mum would b happy if i do so

n to me i think my grandfather wish me 2 go NA

caus when he die dat day is when i received news dat i was promoted 2NA

goin 2NA was hard ( i can recall)

i was havin a high fever while havin d exam (it my 2nd promotion)

i find d class now realy sux ( includin me)

i lost my motivation when i was in it

i put in alot of effort tryin 2fit in d NA class (when i was sec2 n sec3)

n girl guide when ( sec1 sec2t sec2n sec3 sec4)

i gif in alot but end up wat did i get....?

NOTHING

nothin at all

so i gif up

i learn alot frm dos unfairness dat

world is a cruel place

no fairness in the world

so u muz use all kind of meathod to get wat u 1

i learn alot frm dat

nvr 2gif any more




+ growin up in a broken family is hard








my mum n step father always fight n it realy stress me out








though my father has no blood relationship wif me but i love him lots







s he took realy gd care of my sis mum n i







even though i n my sis wernt his blood related child







compare 2blood related 1 (whom i had not seen 4 10 whole yrs)








can any1 b s heartless s him...?







since 10yrs nvr c i wish i will nvr see him ever either i wish he was dead